Friday, October 31, 2008

DayAtSatan'sResidence

lol must have been a really borin day man!!
this happened yesterday..which was wednesday!!

pretty much a super borin day!!
studied a bit..parents were out!
had to go lunch..searched for a luncheon buddy..
to no avail..fate paired me up with Satan's shadow on earth..
RIVERSEAN!

ok so i picked him up after searchin for a shirt..then we drove around
lookin for a spot to get sum grub..most of the shops were dirty..DUH!
so we tot we'd try out this shop..MEATBALL NOODLE HOUSE!!

to be honest..pork meat balls rock!! PORK IS TASTY BUT OH SO FREAKY!!
then we were bored..so tot id hang at Satan's Abode for awhile!
Satan graciously agreed!!

went to his house..sed his to his MAMA..met his young bro..Mitchell..
who is such a small little tyke! Told Satan to show me sum guitar shredding!

he played it pretty good! easily for about an hour+!!
then we decided to rock out and headbang with dum rock tunes!!
we did..ROB ZOMBIE with his album..THE SINISTER URGE!!

awesome songs like Iron Head..Dead Girl Superstar and House Of 1000 Corpses!!
real fun! we sang and screamed and simply went wild!!
then after goofin off a bit i took leave of my demonic bro!!

took sum pics too!! HAHA


HeIsMineFOREVER!!



India dengan MichaelLontong!


JewCuriAkuPunyaTopi!!



Dats it for now!

we gonna try doin more Photo blog posts from now on..its kinda fun actually!!

Thank You For Visiting CakukMaster!!

WE MAKE YOU SQUEAL LIKE LITTLE PIGGIES!! GRUUEEEEEKKKK!!!


take care ya'll!
Ryuuga did a Houdini!
*POOF*

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The Deepavali Day

Hello folks...Well I'm here to post my Deepavali day with most of my classmates...It was KICK ASS..Got up in the afternoon..waited for ryuuga to pick me up...then picked Mr.foo up...Then we went on a open house spree...was kick ass food and people all day...oh oh oh besides that it was kenx lil bro's bday and he had another open house..so me and ryuuga and josh pit stopped over and got ourselves a lil chinese cuisine and beer. I'm gonna post pics now.hehe enjoy.. I s


SpaceshipBros

TouchME

The Indian


PeaceGuru


WeWishWeWereHigh

JoshOnWeed

hail xashtur!!!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Relinquish and Be Damned..

felt like bloggin so yeah..


relinquish the day the demon fell..
overcome the damned hurt of love..
pray for a time of myth and lore..
pray that love will come once more..

demons and saints traverse our lives..
they live hints and pointers from time to time..
though there are those who argue of the existence of these creatures..
failure to believe is merely a portrayal of self ignorance..

when push comes to shove..
they are always wat is to be called..
the watchers..the overseers..

over the topic of other-worldly entourage..
lets bring ourself to something more close to home..
like the pain that comes from punching a wall..
kicking an object..
or merely screaming out loud..

these hurt ourself..
yet we do it..
we feel relieved after..
regardless of what hurt it caused..

the mind is a very complex tool..
as well as a curse..
with the ability to rationalize..
mankind possesses its greatest ability..
as well as its core downfall..

when rationality fails..
human lust takes over..
let this be what it forever will remain..
the greatest human failure..


the failure to repent...


(i dono why da hell i typed dat stuff..but guess its here to stay..lol)

sincerely for our race,
..Ryuuga..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The Revile Truth.

We're decent from the intelligence that was never meant for this world,our needs and hunger will never be satisfied, pulverize every obstacle,Saint's will fall,evils will be hailed.We persevere with pernicious options just to achieve our motives.

An offing time the existence of a god and a devil will be just a symbol,as we are our own gods and devils, our concepts,ideas,laws and principles will be our religions.

Race,religion,culture ,tradition and history of the old world will be obliterated,to make way for unity, peace and true democracy.

The human race will be the omnipotent species if we realize we are untouchable,If we know that believing what we cannot touch,what we cannot smell,what we cannot feel and what we cannot see isn't the truth,only then dreams,inspiration and creation can blossom into making the impossible,possible.

A dove cannot flaunt it's beauty without being set free,a gun cannot fire without a target,a masterpiece cannot be written without a maestro, a calvary cannot besiege without its general.

True unity and democracy will be preposterous if we are labeled by race,religion,culture and tradition.Only a total reset of the current mentality will the give birth to a new beginning.

A total annihilation of our so called identity,will then cause us to realize that we are HUMANS and no other.The perception of skin color would be only known has the region of the earth we origin from but not from what country or race.We do not realize that we do not need to be labeled by our race,religion or culture.The true identity of us is HUMANS.

This might seem extreme,nonsensical,puerile or even a crime to MOST but if we yearn for a true revamp this is the only genuine path. As we are labeled as quickly we are born,and thought that only "their god" is true and believing in no god is the high way to hell,well then thats why humanity is in
hell.


BUT

for now, this change cannot take place as we are hold back by factors which behest our society for example
>> the spiritual state of the majority of the human race.Most of us are spiritually and mentally incapable of self believe,self motivate and being realistic.We often rely on a higher power(god),which we know no vestige of His existence, for forgiveness,redemption,blessing and give thanks.For we know,if we are alone He will be there to cushion us,console us and guide us.For those who are very low willed powered.They need such entity.

>> another key factor is loosing foot hold.Governments,religious ministry,political parties, terror groups etc etc will loose its key factor of influence ,its propagandas and whatever self political motivated plans it has. Reasons to have another war or even another bombing would be just unsubstantial.

As i would love to elaborate further on this matter,time does not permit,and my eyes are shutting soon.As for people reading this,I am not preaching nor asking you to believe what i said.This is my perception.Your valid to give your own., for those who disagree, which i know are many,leave a comment.





hail xasthur!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

A Tourniquet Of Our Institution

as sean has said before me..i too shall leave my own..


we climbed mountains,
traversed rivers,
burnt fields,
and took out revolvers,

the people who were with me never faltered,
men and women of every ethnicity,
happy insane retarded and of course..emo,
these people made life a total maelstrom,

this storm made me believe dat my freinds are saints,
they are there no matter wat,
depite the cost and the cause,
they shed blood and claim it with you,

i have met many people in this war,
people whose names are etched on my heartstone,
the names of sean and many others are written on me in the blood of millions,
this may seem strange to some of you,
but friends like these dont come by everyday,
some search forever and traverse lifetimes,
and never succeed,

whoever it is that keeps this world afloat,
the enigma who makes and destroys according to HIS will,
i thank you for putting me here,
with this people who never falter,

i love this class,
with my heart and soul,
its one of those things,
that never grow old,

those who are our neighbours,
who are not of our class,
must not be deemed unworthy,
i have met many others of unmeasurable nobility,
the 'shuffling' and 'drinking' we share,
is like tattoos on my chest,

take care of yourselves,
and know that im near,
you all know what we will do for each other,
so i bid you adieu,

etched by ryuuga,
in memory of our institution,
where our high school ends,
and our adulthood begins

An Ode For My Beloved Class

these steps I've taken, is it in hundreds,in thousands or is it in millions?
these steps carry on
seems to be without ending
seemingly infinity

I now know its not these steps that count,
I now know every step I've taken has gave me so much,
I know now the beauty of friendship,the awful heartbreak and the priceless love for all i have

mistakes that brought more wisdom then tears
i now learn that forgiving isn't easy,
that hurt becomes vengeance,
but love becomes infinity


life took me on a journey,
like a cycle,
like a play,
throwing me onto my knees,
bringing me the brutal truth of reality
all i have been through has showed me that the pretty painted picture,
has another side to it,
with these memories i hold, not the torn of my heart but my mentor,

my triumphs over this unpredictable journey i was never left battling in solemn,
i was never abandoned when i sounded for retreat,i was never let to die when i was wounded,
for i have my guns, my soldier, my medic
and their loyalty which every battle scenic,worth it all

and now the thought of moving forward scares me,
for I've been living in this comfort,
this place so familiar to me,
this place where i grew up knowing from right to wrong,

its just taking a step ahead,
i know it should be easy as they say,
but the thought of leaving it all behind,
the bitter picture of every face would change,every laughter would be silenced,
as we decent to a territory unknown,uncharted...


the end is profound, lets amends all grudges, graffiti every smile
and make the most of it while it lasts,this picture will forever be treasured,
as the journey ends with the word......GRADUATED....









hail xasthur! piece of riversean.

When Blood Runs Cold..The Fire Moans

well im just gonna vent out sum emotion in this here post..its really tearin at my chest..


when we walked thru the rain on that eventfull day, i know i promised never to go away,
its a failure i will never live down, take me out from this land, cast me down into the sand,
just let me live like a revenant, death merely eludes me,

emotions cause many things, love and hate a mere number, you are the epitome of my disaster,
give me a coin flip before this massacre, sorry for all the pain ive put you through,
jus know that im always here for you, like a dreamcatcher floating above you,
your a wonderful creation, it pains my heart to cause such desecration,
if we ever cross roads again, let it be as friends would say, a chance meeting at the river bay,

cuz ive been travelling for so long, been stumbling all along, took a path of the lone one,
i have peace in my heart, a mere reprieve from an impending requiem, thanks for calling,
now as we go our separate ways, i hope we have noting more to lose, cuz all i want from you
is the smile which burned me thru, your an inate crash sound thru all my pain

as my blood flows down, thick and black, i may not be perfect but im wholly and true, i may not
be worthy in your eyes but you know it aint true, i wanna be the last one, the last one tonite!

goodbye as lovers, goodbye as partners, goodbye as couples, welcome my friend...

i shall now wear this mask, which is etched on my skin, not real nor fake, merely my identity

so i salute you for holding on, and your definitely not past mistake, take care girl,
as i jump in this abyss, know dat its certain bliss...

Friday, October 17, 2008

Letter Of Amends

I know this isn't an apology,I know I've done so wrong to your heart,
I know Your hearts covered in the deep scar I've
made,I Know Sorry would be The most shallow word to say, After All i did,
Your Still close to me,dear to me, if i would
to loose u forever, ill spend my nights in this solemn paved red sky,
Swords of us have clashed,visions in bleak, shower with a thousand sorrows,
your still forever dear to me,


the times that we've spend, is it lost or treasured in us?
questions i hope you'll never answer

walls of this broken cries. the dagger i drove in our ship,
part of us we cannot rekindle, i don't wanna live without your smile

not without a fight,not without a thought,hear me out before you scratch me out
of your life,stop the reasons, strip the anger,just shatter this glass before
it breaks us forever.

take me out of your hate. settle your raging fire,take me out of your pain
cause i never ever wanna live without your acre smile...

hail xasthur! piece of riversean

Girls will be girls

She caught sight of the blissful view of tragedy,she sang the sorrows from the epitaph of your demise,shes like a tourniquet of your bleeding heart,You try to devise a plan to free yourself from her grasp but your locked onto her lips

Her scent inundate the very core of my sanity,my hormones and instincts become my conscience, this is a love blasphemy,so intoxicating yet benign, forcefully emerging from the grounds of my depression.

Her plague beleaguering, intoxicating, devouring, suffocating my independents. What I'm left is questions that will haunt and never be answered,I doubt forever,as I know feelings of these is just the impending doom.

Still image of her still linger in me, the black rose once runs black is now bleeding red, is this blatant? is there vestige of true felicity with her? is this not a fallacy? ....damn the questions.

I turn to the left, no wall,no fence,no limit..eternity is all that is paved.on the right,the constraints of commitment,the boundaries of my guilty pleasures and the leech of responsibilities.

Should i falter now? should i squander time of such matter?

answers which i know are macabre...

hail xasthur!! piece of riversean.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Genocide Inter Night Entry Exit Disaster Your Onyx Into New Molten Yellow Liquid Inate Flower Enigma

THIS..
Is...

CAKUKMASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!


lol hey hey!!
how ya'll doin tonite!!

was originally plannin to do a SPECIAL post for my good buddy FuuBoy..
however that will have to wait..due to blogger being a skank!!

either way hope you guys are havin fun with life..
cuz i hate to say it..but life is CERTAINLY having fun with you!!


i went and found a few quotes..which are pretty nifty..here you go

(please be warned that some of this content is vulgar..yet hilarious!!)

1. If death cannot be stopped..why run when you can fight?
2. Life Is A Bitch.. Cuz if it were a Whore..it would be easier!! (insanely true)
3. Dont tell me the sky's the limit when there are footsteps on the moon!!
4. If God was a girl..there would be less wars and more sales!!
5. If God was a man..the rivers would flow beer and gambling would be a profession!!


dats all for now..the rest are rather..rascist and fanatical at the same time!!
either way hope you guys dont take it too emotionally..after all..every1 loves a good laugh!!!
XD!!

take care!!

Da Jew..out!!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

ExamsAreStupid














Prove of our future generations are in the shitters...

hail xasthur!!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

The End

Its endin.... one whole week of hols...just like tht....well 36 days more to spm...and im shittin around with my pals....im gonna miss sleepin at 6am and wakin at 2 ... yellin siong kia to unknown people...bak kut teh shops are evil... bitch!

anyways, im still searchin for my bollywood babe, gonna get some curry flavor for once.... ryuuga's race is just soo fuckin hard to get.... ryuuga loves coconut oil btw... hahaha..kiddin.. neways to any of u reading this... recommend me if u know anyway of'em..

specs are
> dnt smell like coconut oil or Mr.foo
>not too overloaded with hair
>fair
>not conservative
>fairly good att
>speaks eng(my tamil sucks)
>it would be cool if she likes metal



neways thts about it..im full of shit... bye! hail xasthur!!

You talking about me, boy?

I'm depressed la bitch, don't diss me sayin' i ain't hangin with my bros for another reason.

Crash And Burn..The Summer Squirms!!

yeooooooo!!

hey hey!!

tot id blog!!

my authors and me have agreed to put sum life posts here once in a while!!

so yea..

guess id better start!!

hols have been fuckin BORING!!

can die man..

i got my good fren Sean to go lepak once in a while!!

my leng lui in subang oso..bising bising sampai i had to go!!

haha..but it was fun!!

VERY FUN!! (evil glint in eye..with transylvanian music)
ROFL!!

other den dat..was lame as hell..
occasional gamin marathon wit my chinese niggers!!

haha and last nite..Had A Talk with sumone..

sum1 very very close to heart..
glad could get her out of her abyss!!
get her back on solid ground!!

hey dats my SKILL MAN!!

haha..To The Girl Mentioned above..Stay Smiling ayte..and Know dat this Hantu is always hear!

and to my USJ12 chic!!
you freakin tatooed my phone..your..EVERYWHER!!

AAAAAAAAAHHH!!

lol!!

ayte laterz ppl!!
You Rock My World!

p.s. I LOVE YOU SEAN!!

ROFL!!

and Foo..cmon man..its been ages..come back to your bro's man!!

anywayz takin care of your butts!!..

Ryuuga Out!!

*POOF*!!